I'm just emotionally confused & stressed out. I really can't handle all the news I've been receiving lately. The things I have to do, the people I'm with. I'm always doing doing and doing things for others. Even if I don't like it or don't want to do it, I still have to do it. I'm always being pushed around, talked bad at. I just need a break from all of this. I want to go back to the days where I used to have everything below me. I want to know how to say no to the things I don't like and don't want to do. I want friends who are normal & capable. I don't want friends who always turn to me for help. I want friends who help each other. I want co-operative friends not just some friends who wants my life. I don't want to receive anymore bad news. I can't take it. I just wish I could be a whole new different person who doesn't know anyone of you anymore. I want to get out of being me & start being someone else, someone different. I never really liked doing all the things I've done for all of you. Each & everyone of you. Whatever favours & things I done for you guys, I done it because I couldn't bear to say no. This is the true me, you guys really seen it clearly. So stop asking me to do favours, I really don't like doing it. I want my life back, go find someone else to help you. zzz, sick & tired. in the end nobody reads...